Tuesday, December 23, 2008

"Even in the darkness every color can be found."


"Here's the story of a girl, who grew up lost and lonely. Thinkin love was just a fairy tale and trouble was made only for me."
I've been so hurt in the past. Someone said to me the other day it doesn't sound like I've ever been in a functional relationship. I think they might be right. But the best part is, I have the chance to still someday do that. I've got a really good thing going for me right now that could lead to even better things. The only problem is I'm so paranoid and such a mess from everything in my past that it's very possible that I'm slowly on my way to screwing it all up. I don't know what's wrong with me. I need a day to just think. I need to turn my phone off and just figure things out. UGH. I need to slow my mind down. I over analyze things way too much. I think tomorrow I'm going to take a mind r&r day...yeah :)
"Just when you feel you've almost drowned you find yourself on solid ground. And you believe there's good in everybody's heart. Keep it safe and sound. With hope you can do your part to turn a life around. I cannot believe my eyes. Is the world finally growing wise? Because it seems to me, some kind of harmony is on the rise."

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